Regret

I've heard life is too short for it.

I'm about a month away from having been on this earth for a quarter of a century and I wonder if 25 is too short to have so many regrets...

No Creative Juices Left?

Is Hollywood drying up? Are people just running out of new things to put out there?

I stumbled upon this after family movie night and I was thoroughly disappointed. 

The Bodyguard is one of those movies I've been watching for years and I get super excited about it and ready to sing along every time. Now they wanna do a remake??? What is going on here??? Next they're gonna tell me Beyonce is gonna take on Rachel.

Disgusted!

Listen

I haven't posted in forever and I have no excuse! 


Lately I've only been posted when I'm upset and I need to vent and now is no exception (though in the future I want to post about other stuff again). I've had a rough month, filled with ups and downs, and despite the drama that unfolded in my life this morning, I'm feeling rather upbeat.

My thought for today is to always listen to God. I've heard other people say it but I never thought much about it. I always wondered how does one even listen to God? How do you actually hear what he has to say to you?


Today I learned. 


Of course there is not magical voice that comes from the heavens to talk to you. But God sure does work through people and things. He moves them, he uses them to tell you something you need to hear, see, and know. The only thing you have to do is pay attention! For a while now, God has been speaking to me about a certain situation or a certain person in my life that didn't need to be there. He sent me the signs, he sent me the information and yet I ignored it. Today, however, I learned that I should have listened. He was never trying to hurt me, he was only helping but when you brush him off, he can and will send you reeling. 


I'm working on rebuilding my relationship with the Lord, however. Things in my life are beginning to move and there are some serious changes that are coming my way that I can't wait to share. Until then I'm going to try my best to get back to blogging and get back to doing me!

Getting Over...

Getting over a broken heart is one of the hardest things I think a person has to do in their life. Whether your heart is broken by a lover, a friend, a family member, or somebody else, it's tough.

I think I'd kind of forgotten the pain that comes with losing somebody that you love and hold dear to your heart. It's been more than 10 years since I lost my dad and that was one of the most devastating and hurtful experiences I had been through in my life. I never thought I would hurt like that again until recently.

I've lost a person that was in my life almost as long as my father was. The difference between this loss is that he isn't dead. He is still living and breathing and able to communicate with me which makes it a little harder. My sister reminded me that if I was able to get over losing my father, I would be able to get over losing a person I considered to be my best friend and that I love just as much as I love my daddy.

Right now I feel like I did when I was 12 in those days after my dad died. I tried my hardest to be myself but inside I felt just dead. The problem is that I don't even remember how I got through it so I'm at a loss for how to get through losing a loved one now. At the age of 12 I feel I handled losing my dad better than I'm handling losing this person at 24.

How do you get over a broken heart? How do you let go of a person? How do you get over the loss of a person that you love? 

White America Has Kinda Lost It...Sorry

I came across this article from the Village Voice today on Facebook and I had to take a little time out read it.

I've been increasingly troubled by some of the things that have been going on in American politics and this little war that seems to be raging between Dems and Republics (or maybe it's just White people versus Obama) right now.

"Had decades of sucking down so much high-fructose corn syrup not only made Americans incredibly obese, but also messed with white brain chemistry to the point that some sort of tipping point had occurred?" I think so.

I really hate talking politics but I loved this article complete with real examples of how things are just little crazy with people today. Check out the column and let me know what you think....has White America lost it's mind?